You are in my thoughts every step of my way.. Although you are grown and far away. At least,I know that you're happy at the other part of the country.. Just being your mom, I know your way. I remember those precious days when you're still the size of a doll,you would make funny faces and putting everything that you got hold of into your mouth.. The nightly ritual, forever in my head of a piggy-back ride, on your way to bed... I wish, so often for a moment with you alone here by my side,calling me 'mummy'.. Although, I understand and truly care; I still wish to reach out and just stroke your hair. There are times, when I wish for a hug, and a kiss; perhaps I just need to tell you all this and hope you would understand and forgive for the decision i've made..
