Yes? No? Maybe???
Okay. I don't know. It's not like I can read minds or what. Things look pretty much fine thou(: But yea, lesson learnt. Never to trust my feelings too quickly. It may be nothing but a stream of never ending tears. I mean MAY, i even underline it just in case you didnt notice the key word=D It have been extremely sweet recently. I mean it have always been sweet, sweet.. Or maybe I just didnt realise that it was THIS sweet. Its really to an extent that I think im gonna get diabetes or something! All the vitamins, the thoughts, the plans. Everything is just perfect! I just need time to stay still for awhile. Just, awhile so that this will stay here with me, for the time being(: I did nothing in my life to deserve all these. I fairly well know that I will have to go back to reality one day -maybe not, ever-. But, for sure. I will never regret this(: ever. It have been the greatest 2 and a half months and still counting.. I've seen the efforts. And I love it. so much that I know I would put everything, anything at risk to survival it.
